- Katie: How's is going out there?
- Me: There are so many spiders.
- Katie: OK Miss Dark Soul, you're afraid of spiders??
- Me: Spiders are gross.
What kind of cruel job makes you wake up at 5am???
I just got out of bed and kissed by boy on the way to the bathroom. He’s up making coffee and eggs and hashbrowns and for some reason the smell reminds of Christmas morning. It’s the first day of September and I’m soo so freakin happy about it! We’re taking little Waffles in to get her lump checked out and I’m a little nervous about that. I haven’t really looked outside yet but I’m hoping the weather is going to start cooling off now.
I really am gonna start making more blog posts and taking pictures of Nature and generally just start doing what I want to do. I’ve been in somewhat of a funk these past couple of months, I blame the hot weather, I hate it so much. I love the sunshine but I really hate the heat, it depresses me so much ugh. I’m kinda in this transitional period right now where I’m sorta just floating through life and I’m honestly kinda tired of that. I’m just waiting for school to start and for Fall to get here and I’m so damn impatient though. It’s funny because I’ve been seeing Angel Numbers like freakin crazy the past month or so, mostly 333, 444, and 555. It’s really cool but I’m just sorta lost because I don’t really understand what I’m supposed to be looking for. I feel I’m getting more in tuned with my own Spiritual path but I also just feel so down in the dumps and kind of lost so that’s a drag. I really I think I’m going to start looking for a better job too that pays way more, as much as I love my job and the girls I work with, it just doesn’t pay enough and it’s getting pretty monotonous and repetitive. I’m coming to realize that this is one of my worst fears..being stuck, living everyday as if it were yesterday, not being able to grow or live creatively and not being financially sufficient. I get so disheartened and moody and it makes me want to cry so bad! I know what to do but I just need the Universe to work with me on this one! I also need for these god damn fleas in my apartment to die as well! They’re so disgusting and I hate being here because of it! It’s soo hot in my room but I’m gonna try and get some mimis. Goodnight.
He thinks he’s the lucky one! Im so gosh darn grateful to have someone who does anything and everything to put a smile on my face! He just makes my heart so full and happy! 💜😙